I know I'm a bit late.Just watched Dirty Dancing 2.Won't go gushing into details..hehe.Not to bore you all with it.*sigh*How is it possible not to feel stressed up when you meet with two walking-anuses everyday?Or perhaps three?
Which has proven their no-longer-hidden talent in back-stabbing people countless of times?Making up stories that never existed and using someone else's name.Delibrately putting others in trouble and making themselves look good.Delibrately keeping information among the group members.Pretending as if the remaining group members doesn't exist.
How is it possible to be positive when you live with this people?How is it possible to build your self up with this people around?And not forgetting..these are your future doctors.Sad.
Anyone who has overcome this kind of obstacles,mind motivating me?
*dancing to ne yo-closer*
1) can't hardly wait to go back to KL for christmas hols.Hope nothing would interfere with my 26th. ;)
2)physically i don't feel well,mentally i am tired
3)there's a lot to read.I am simply not motivated.
4)people surrounding me not helping.maybe i'm meant to live around people who would always bring me down,in a way to push me to work harder?perhaps..
5)insecurities are killing me.
6)liver abscess is contagious around here.or it's an epidemic?
7)i miss my dad
8)patience is for those who are abnormal..haha
9)innocence or acting so is terribly annoying
10)most of my random statements are all full of negativity..in fact almost all are negative!!such a pessimist!!!
I bought Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince during the hols.Just finished reading it yesterday.In this book,Harry hooked up with Ginny.However,I think Harry is getting more rude as he gets older.Maybe I see as Dumbledore is older and has been helping Harry alot,it would be ungrateful to be rude and questioned him too much.After all these years,he has done a lot for Harry.And Harry also must remember it was his father who bullied Snape and made him like that.Which proves that his father was not all that great.And Dumbledore died in this book in the hands of Snape.That made Harry more bitter towards Snape.I'm still considering whether I should get 'Deathly Hollows'.As,I'm getting a little fed up with Harry.Enough of him.
It looks like it's going to rain here.
...after a week of break.
I was in KL.Enjoying myself.Never had a long break for a long time(yeah rite,the last hols was raya and I got a week!).Anyway,the dangers of long hols is that you will crave for more.I'm already eyeing the christmas weekend plus awal muharram!Mad.
So many things happened for the week.I managed to watch "Twilight".Which was really good.Tried to get the book from MPH and Kinokuniya..and both told me that it was out of stock.Sad.
Got my hair cut and dyed.Picked the wrong color and it doesn't show much.
Basically,I was enjoying myself.
My neighbour is currently on the phone which I think the whole floor knows it's with her boyfriend.She's screaming in Tamil and making so many noise suggesting that she's angry with the boyfriend.Including stamping her foot.I'm not trying to be nosy.Because I know how thin the wall is.And it's 12.25AM.I think both parties should be considerate.She has her own problems which we may not be able to help her settle.But on the other hand,this is not the first time it happened and on this floor,there's 7 of us staying here.We all presumed that either her or her bf is mentally disturbed.Just shut off the phone or get a new number dear...
I was aimlessly surfing blogs just now.Suddenly I remembered that I did have a blog way back then in 2003.So I tried to type the address and VIOLA!!!It's still there.I won't paste the add here of course!haha.It was stories from the past.My english was better back then.
Tomorrow at this time,I would be on the bus back to KL.Yippee!!
Another end of the year celeb is coming soon.Another year to come..Time flies fast and waits for no one.It felt as though I just finished my O&G posting yesterday.And today marked exactly one month after I finished my O&G posting.
I had my Opthal post-test earlier today.Everything went ok in the end.I got a diabetic cataract with retinopathy case.
It felt as though my father passed away few weeks back.But this Friday is exactly 7 months of his passing.
Who knows where we would be this time next year?Would I still be alive?I hope so.Alive and kicking as a housemen in some hospital.
