I speak again

I'm finally speaking again..after a long silence.Guess that many things had happened during the period of silence.

I've been at a point where I almost gave up blogging.No actually,I gave up for quite some time.Don't exactly know the reason why I'm back here.

Life is still the same.Same pressure maybe in different forms.I am still feeling trapped.Haven't changed much in my way of thinking.Still a failure in being a positive person.Currently in my second posting.Not sure whether I will be extended or not.

Seeing the priviledge Malaysians sometimes ungrateful of what they have.Too arrogant after getting so much.Seeing the transformation in individuals who lost the battle in keeping their personalities,identities...due to workload,pressure,stress..I'm talking about doctors.Those who work long hours till they are no longer themselves.Lack of empathy..Changed into a zombie,a monster who cares nuts.

And yet we still have the one Malaysia clinics...