I Will Be The Hunter

In a few minutes,it will be 2009.

2008 wasn't a good year for me.I'm glad it's going to be over.Long list of mishaps,loss,heart breaking incidences,insecurities,arguments,pessimism,depression..etc.I hope 2009 will be better,make me a better person.Stronger and wiser from the experiences.

I want to be positive.I want to be the hunter now not the prey anymore.

Happy new year everyone!

Happy New Year

Got a new resolution?I'll stick to my unaccomplished ones..

I read Cecelia Ahern's books.'If You Could See Me Now' is my favourite.I read it so many times.And I'm not bored of it.
Here's my favourite part about Ivan.

"Like I said,I'm not a superhero;my special power is friendship.I listen to people and I hear what they say.I hear their tones,the words they used to express themselves and,most importantly,I hear what they don't say."

Don't you wish you have a friend like Ivan?
*wink2*

The Situation is

comical....

That's my word.The feud in my group was still going on.The story was,a group of students went to the docs to ask for 'help' for finals.The boy in my group spread this rumour around.My other groupmates was overly enthusiastic in conveying the rumour to one of the students that went to see the docs.Does that make sense to you?I don't know who's telling the truth.And I've already heard from three sides.Anyway,if it is true that the boy was making up stories,all I can say is that too bad for you.And this was not his first time.He has done it before,and it was not wrong for most people to suspect he's the cause.If it were to be that the rest of the anuses were making stories to frame him up,that was really sad.It was mean.I would sympathized him but not that much,due to his attitude which sometimes I think serves him right.I'm bad.
The third party was those people who was accused of going to see the docs.People in the centre of this whole mess.They support the theory that the boy was framed up.

So my point is that I am stuck for another 5 weeks with this 2 sides of people in my group.Though that I've heard from my groupmates that they want the situation to be good for the remaining weeks.It's not happening.I'm happily counting days to stay away from this people.But I'm not so eager of housemanship.

Other than that,I saw the latest pic of Patrick Swayze.I tried to put up his pic here,but due to the instability of the net,I'm not able to.Sad,he used to look so hot in Dirty Dancing and now he is very gaunt.He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.

I'm going home for the christmas hols later at 10pm.
"Merry Christmas guys" and "Season Greetings"!!!!!

Welcome!

Move over Jared Leto and Robert Pattinson!(at the moment-lah)

Welcome Diego Luna!!!!

I know I'm a bit late.Just watched Dirty Dancing 2.Won't go gushing into details..hehe.Not to bore you all with it.*sigh*

(feels like I'm going through puberty again!)

How Is It Possible?

How is it possible not to feel stressed up when you meet with two walking-anuses everyday?Or perhaps three?
Which has proven their no-longer-hidden talent in back-stabbing people countless of times?Making up stories that never existed and using someone else's name.Delibrately putting others in trouble and making themselves look good.Delibrately keeping information among the group members.Pretending as if the remaining group members doesn't exist.

How is it possible to be positive when you live with this people?How is it possible to build your self up with this people around?And not forgetting..these are your future doctors.Sad.

Anyone who has overcome this kind of obstacles,mind motivating me?

Randomly

*dancing to ne yo-closer*

1) can't hardly wait to go back to KL for christmas hols.Hope nothing would interfere with my 26th. ;)

2)physically i don't feel well,mentally i am tired

3)there's a lot to read.I am simply not motivated.

4)people surrounding me not helping.maybe i'm meant to live around people who would always bring me down,in a way to push me to work harder?perhaps..

5)insecurities are killing me.

6)liver abscess is contagious around here.or it's an epidemic?

7)i miss my dad

8)patience is for those who are abnormal..haha

9)innocence or acting so is terribly annoying

10)most of my random statements are all full of negativity..in fact almost all are negative!!such a pessimist!!!

Something About Harry

I bought Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince during the hols.Just finished reading it yesterday.In this book,Harry hooked up with Ginny.However,I think Harry is getting more rude as he gets older.Maybe I see as Dumbledore is older and has been helping Harry alot,it would be ungrateful to be rude and questioned him too much.After all these years,he has done a lot for Harry.And Harry also must remember it was his father who bullied Snape and made him like that.Which proves that his father was not all that great.And Dumbledore died in this book in the hands of Snape.That made Harry more bitter towards Snape.I'm still considering whether I should get 'Deathly Hollows'.As,I'm getting a little fed up with Harry.Enough of him.

It looks like it's going to rain here.

I'm Back

...after a week of break.

I was in KL.Enjoying myself.Never had a long break for a long time(yeah rite,the last hols was raya and I got a week!).Anyway,the dangers of long hols is that you will crave for more.I'm already eyeing the christmas weekend plus awal muharram!Mad.

So many things happened for the week.I managed to watch "Twilight".Which was really good.Tried to get the book from MPH and Kinokuniya..and both told me that it was out of stock.Sad.

Got my hair cut and dyed.Picked the wrong color and it doesn't show much.

Basically,I was enjoying myself.

12.30AM

My neighbour is currently on the phone which I think the whole floor knows it's with her boyfriend.She's screaming in Tamil and making so many noise suggesting that she's angry with the boyfriend.Including stamping her foot.I'm not trying to be nosy.Because I know how thin the wall is.And it's 12.25AM.I think both parties should be considerate.She has her own problems which we may not be able to help her settle.But on the other hand,this is not the first time it happened and on this floor,there's 7 of us staying here.We all presumed that either her or her bf is mentally disturbed.Just shut off the phone or get a new number dear...

I was aimlessly surfing blogs just now.Suddenly I remembered that I did have a blog way back then in 2003.So I tried to type the address and VIOLA!!!It's still there.I won't paste the add here of course!haha.It was stories from the past.My english was better back then.

Tomorrow at this time,I would be on the bus back to KL.Yippee!!

Hello December

Another end of the year celeb is coming soon.Another year to come..Time flies fast and waits for no one.It felt as though I just finished my O&G posting yesterday.And today marked exactly one month after I finished my O&G posting.

I had my Opthal post-test earlier today.Everything went ok in the end.I got a diabetic cataract with retinopathy case.

It felt as though my father passed away few weeks back.But this Friday is exactly 7 months of his passing.

Who knows where we would be this time next year?Would I still be alive?I hope so.Alive and kicking as a housemen in some hospital.