Rantings

I should stop feeling sorry for myself.
I always felt sorry for the life that I lead.Always in denial and reluctance.
I am overly sensitive and it's taking a toll on me.I can't work effectively.Maybe my period is coming.Maybe I don't really know what I want.

I was thrown over by free-ness of the current situation that the slightest change sent my mood rocking straight away to the cliff.I know comfortable is a fairy-tale for me.Is it too pessimistic that I think I'm meant to suffer?

Things that effect me most:-
- the current responsibility I have.
- the 'sometimes' laziness I have
- the great housemens that throw their antics at me and I lost my footing and my trains of thoughts
- massive reluctance from myself