Short Break

I went back home on Tuesday night.Arrived in KL,Jalan Duta Station around 4.50am.My mother insisted that she wanted to pick me up.So I had to wait till 6.20am when she finally arrived with my aunt.Haih,thank God,everything was alright.That very day itself,I went to Dad's grave.Last time I went was 5-6 weeks back.Apparently,dad has a new neighbour now.(On his right side).Me,mum and aunt had to do some digging.Under the hot sun and people who passed by must have thought 3 crazy ladies wrecking graves under the hot sun.We must be out of our mines!haha..If they stopped and asked(which they didn't),I would have given a crazy reply..;) which is best I don't mention it here.Huhu.The truth is,we were trying to put more soil over dad's grave because it has already sunk.

On Thursday,I went for a shopping spree.On my own.At Sogo and the Masjid India area.Initial plan was lunch at Manhattan Fish Market.However,they are closed for renovation.So had briyani at Insaf.Bought several things,brooches for me and mum,bedsheets..etc.

Friday,I went to Ampang Point.To have lunch at Pelita.I have a big appetite nowadays.There,I've admit it.Also had Baskin-Robins.Haih,what would I do in a world without these great foods?

Saturday.Finally had my Grilled Norweign Salmon in MFM in Midvalley.Since I'm broke,I could only walked around and try not to spend my money.Haha,saw Maya Karin for some L'oreal promo.Crowd lined up to take turns to get their picture taken with her.Before I went back home,I decided to stopped by and 'lepak' at Starbucks the mall with my boyfriend.On the way,a girl came up to me frantically and said that she was a victim of a snatch-thief.Being me,I took quite some time to digest the info,also trying to be cautious if I was played around by her.I don't quite remember the dialog between her and me.Just that in the end I decided to help her.So called her HP.To see if those thiefs would answer it,while inside my head,I was trying to find the nearest police station.Then she asked me to call her uncle.She said she wanted to talk to him.Told her that I don't know her and I don't trust her with my HP(who knows she'll snatch it and ran off).Put on a loudspeaker.She insisted to hold the phone,by that time my boyfriend had come by.In case anything happened,he would be around.Finally the girl said that her uncle wants to speak to me..He went around the bush talking nonsense and finally told me I was tricked.And that I was in some show,which I myself don't know.Asked me to look at the camera.There's 2 cameras.Hahaha.And I could still blurly ask,so this is just a tricked lah?Still feeling blur and they asked me to fill some forms and they gave me rm10.For my good deeds.

So when will I masuk TV???

As for Sunday,nothing much.I was already cranky enough,with the thought of me going back to Kangar.Added with headache and 'telinga sakit'..what you call that?Ear hurts?Ear pain?I even forget the medical term for it...Hish.So I slept most of the time.Took the night bus to Kangar.
Arrived in Kangar at 4.50am.And again the so-called admin fella didn't pick me up.This is the 3rd time!Nevermind,he's not reliable when it comes to girls like me.Not pretty,I don't leave my long hair flowing,don't wear skirts,don't have sexy legs...etc.I think you get the picture.Haha.Anyway,thanks to God,I am alive and safe.

I'm Stuck In a Web

Because I made myself felt that way.Shouldn't have done that.So many shouldn't have done's.Haih.So many conflicts that I end up being obsessive and making rash decisions.Lessons to learn from here is that stay out of other poeple's business and don't tell people too much of your thoughts,plans etc..,even if it's your close friend.

It's a Saturday and finals are on Monday.I'm taking the night bus on Tuesday.Usually I would have taken the earliest bus that I can get.However,I just need time on my own completely comitment-less.Is there such word?

The river community is blasting off their stereos.Practically all of them have their own speakers.I guess that would exclude me.

I need to come back down to earth.

40th Day

Ayah's last Hari Raya

Today is the 40th day of my father's passing.There'll be a prayer held in Jakarta before Zuhur organise by mum's family.And another one tomorrow in a mosque in Damansara(the mosque where my father usually went for Friday prayers) organised by his staffs.

Happy Father's Day Ayah

Rainy Perlis

The VIP's of the river community on my floor went back to their respective homes.Thank God for the tranquility.Finally I can really hear the sounds of raindrops.It's so quiet.A real blessing.Other than that,my finals is on the 23rd.I can't hardly wait to go home on 24th night bus.Let's hope that the lecturer does come on time instead of postponing to a later day that week.Apparently the bus fares is not increase.So I went and bought the ticket much earlier,in case they change their mind last minute.I also heard that some buses from Alor Star did ask for extra charge during the bus ride.Smart thing.They asked when the passengers are already well on the way.Which means somewhere in Perak.They threatened the passengers to pay else get down there.Mean people.So I jokingly asked the counter person,how come not increase and will the drivers ask for extras later on the bus ride.According to him,no such thing.Well Transnasional has a reputation to take care.Don't go messing around.

There's this female surgical MO that my group despise.I guess the peak of the whole conflict was yesterday when we refused to follow her rounds,and only joined in when the surgeon came for rounds.Huhuhu...Well,keep on thinking that you're so good.(To the MO)

Me and mum continuing with our life.However,mum hasn't recover from her cough.We are trying our best not to put high expectations on people.People always said that if we have problem,all we can do is just give them a call..really?But how much of those lines are true?People who really want to help?Not much.Even though,to some which dad has already entrusted them to help the family.Haih.Humans.Not to mention,we don't even have family members calling or smsing just checking how we're doing.I guess that only happened when dad is still around and stop when he's gone.Expectations can kill.

Oily

Everyone's talking about the oil prices this days..maybe it doesn't effect me directly because I don't own a vehicle.However people are taking this opportunity to raise prices of things.Well,that will effect me.Also the bus fares.Heard that in the newspapers the bus fare from KL-JB can go as high as rm60?Madness..how about KL-Kangar?Currently I'm very reluctant to spend so much of my mother's money because she's my only source to get money.If it goes up to that much,that's mean wei..

Life would be hard now.More people are going to start stealing and con other people for the sake of money..

About the driver whom we suspected to steal rm2k from my friend,he admitted that he did take the money.From what I heard he earns about rm1200 per month.For a driver that's very impressive and he only has a wife and a child(that we know of-la).He kept telling us 'he perlu duit'.Whatever for?If he knows how to save,I think rm1200 would be enough for 3 people.
The story will continue tomorrow.There will be a meeting between him and the coordinator tomorrow.

As for me,nothing going on much.Just the same boring old routine.I'm not Astro unlike someone I know who feeds on the going-on's in the personal life for doctors in HTF.I think she knows who's married to who(for every docs),which new car the doc just bought,how many children they have..etc..etc.At least if we know who's married to who,we don't want to make any headlines with someone else's spouse right?

Oh-NO

Petrol naik harga..the express buses company on strike?Mum said they going to cut down the number of trips they make.Aiyoo..Kangar-KL so far la weh..
Pak Lah,petrol naik harga,gaji tak naik ke?

Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku
akan slalu memujamu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan
hidupku tanpa cintamu

*Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

-for my father

If this happens to me..

A friend noticed that someone stole her money today.From the drawers.She lost somewhere nearly RM2k..and about 300USD.Adoi...if it were to be me,I'd cry my eyeballs out by now.The main suspect was the driver and he quits directly after the admin asked him whether he had entered my friend's room.Without an answer for the q or giving any notice he just left.My group found out when we asked him to come and fetch us at the hospital and he told us that we need to call the admin guy because he no longer works there and he quits....Madness..How did he feed his child from stolen money?

Stress..stress..stress

Tell me,who has a completely stress-free life?What a hypocrite!Haih..I'm beginning to complaint too much.
I did quite well in being silent and suppressing myself not to speak out my thoughts.And that's been going good so far.However I can't stop the running commentaries inside my head if I feel the urge to comment on something.At least,it's not spoken outloud and saves me from trouble.Just now,I so much wanted to say to an Ortho MO to go and seek help from the psychiatrist in the hospital.Hahaha..because he said that he was offered a position to teach us,students and that he loves to teach and he has a huge problem with his temper!He needs to enroll himself to an anger-management crash course!

Can you imagine in the old days where the ladies used to wash clothes by the stream and several other villagers doing all sorts of activities by the river.And how this people communicate?Shouting across the river or just simply having conversations by shouting,yelling out the sentences(sorry for the inappropriate description)....That's how the communication works in my floor.Just imaginelah,so maju la this people..(sabar itu separuh daripada iman).

This week,is Ortho dept.First thing that we must do was clerking and ortho case.I surrender,I admit that I have no idea where to start.And my clerking sucks..and I was reluctant the whole day to present the case.What is this?Since when presenting cases poorly would kill me?I'm giving up so fast..

Mum not feeling well..poor her.The whole house is packed with 7 people(in a condo)!So these people are being generous.They are spreading the virus around free-of-charge.