Time waits for no one

Look at the date..
Honestly,I almost gave up on blogging.Due to time constraint.Many things happened during this past 2 months.

Currently I am posted in Melaka.Some place where's there's more life than Kangar.According to most people.But I find it dead in many ways.Maybe it takes time to blend it.Maybe the work and responsibility that I'm facing made it harder to see things around me clearly.Maybe I have changed.Either ways..I'm still alive and still feeling trapped.Like there's a permanent noose around my neck.

Sooo many times I considered a transfer.Like I would get one.But no matter where I go,the problem would still be the same.A housemen life...You don't see the sun when you go to work,and you don't see the sun when you're coming back from work.

I've been in the same ward for 2 months.They are changing me into a new ward on the 25th.My current ward has a bad combination of bosses.(except one nice MO).And I'm entering another lioness den on the 25th.Should I say a string of bad luck?Or a string of chances for me to prove that I am capable in working under pressure?

So many insecurities are hitting at me at once and many times I got hit hard.