Neglected Blog

18 days since I last blogged.Haha.I've been neglecting this blog.Either too much had happened or I was too busy with my finals that I couldn't find the time.
Anyway,truth is that so many things happened.Some of them I wouldn't prefer retyping.I don't want to remember them.
Finals for the pediatric posting was earlier today.I did well,somehow I don't think I deserved what I got.I could have done better.But anyway,let's just put that behind.Nowdays it's only about putting things at the back of your mind.Not to be remembered.

I'm starting fresh.Again.I don't know how many times I started already.But it's always good to start.Rather than not moving at all,right?

Overall it's a good posting(I was hoping they'd give a few days break this week,so I can go home,hehe!).I enjoyed it.Not much stress.Learnt a lot.I've seen cute kids.At least I have an idea how to be a parent and also how I'm most likely to be as a mother..haha.Honestly said,I'm not ready and I'm not mature enough.I have so many other things I want to do before becoming a mother.Put there somewhere down the list but not among the top ones.

The juniors have arrived and now it's their second week.Everything is new and exciting.I remembered how it was like for me.I was dreading the whole trip to Kangar,the first few days to adjust here.I acted and felt differently towards this new part of life(which is not that new anymore).Some of them are placed in Radiology and Dermatology.Both easy and relax posting.Unlike us,who was placed in Medical Department as our first posting.A real culture shock.It's getting better,I'm getting a hold of things here.Met various kind of people.Mean-twisted ones,good-honest,you name it.Everything is about learning.How to cope up with people.I admire one of my groupmates.She's able to ignore everything,put on a plastic face and move forward.I should be like that too.