This Week In Photos

My saviour for the stinky hall!I walk around with this in hand these few hours.

New accessory!Reminds me of christmas tree deco.

Gift from Charlie.Pus in one of the toes

See the whitish geographical like lesion?Another pus in another toe.Thank you so much Charlie.You made my life worst with a swollen foot!

New Look

I'm old-fashioned and was always left behind.Anyway,I just discover pyzam.com tonight.Terrible right?Better discover it now then never.So I spend the time which I'm supposed to so many other benificial things to change all the layouts and re-do all the columns etc..

I guess that shows my boredom and how much I want to run from things that I'm going to face.I guess I'm no longer my old self.Sad.My old self maybe egoistic or horrid or whatever,but I kinda like it,because I am not as cowardly as I am now.

Ok,like it or not.Have to start hitting the books again.

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Endless Ramblings

Since the weather was cold for many days..I failed to notice that I seldomly bath.Hahaha!Don't worry..I don't stink.In fact I smell good.

And now itself,I'm taking my own sweet time to drag myself to the bathroom.Maybe because some ignorant housemates throw some leftovers in the open just like that and that makes the hall stinks so much that I am reluctant to walk in the hall.

I have finals on Monday for Opthal.Haih..Hope they give me one of the common cases.Don't give extra-ordinary ones.

I dying to watch "Twilight".Hope I can watch it when I go back to KL next week.

P.S; Some people are just plain dumb.Better believe it

Someone's birthday!

Happy 24th Birthday!

to

dearest friend

VIVIENNE!

Sad..But True

If I were a boy

even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning

and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys

and chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted

and I'd never get confronted for it cause they stick up for me

If I were a boyI think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken

so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first

and make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,

waiting for me to come home,

to come home.

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back

Say it's just a mistake,

think i'd forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

you thought wrong

But you're just a boy

You don't understandand

you don't understand,

ohhhh

How it feels to love a girl

Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you're taking her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

Eyes

I have mood swings.I do my best to control it.However this time,I just feel so down.I don't get very stressed up over exams.Maybe this time,the exam requires us to use the slit-lamps and funduscopy(some tools to see the eye) and that made feel tensed up.Maybe because half the time I don't know what am I supposed to notice.Everything looked normal to me.And of course,as beginners we take time to appreciate the findings.And which patient would like you to shine their eyes with bright light for such a long time.They even pulled away for just a short time.

And this tension comes with headache and my own eyes tire easily.Haih.

Foggy and Dark

Earlier today,Kangar was foggier and darker than usual.It rained throughout the day.
Ala2 Forks,Washington macam tu..HEHEHE :P

Let's Go To The Movies

I want to watch this!

I'm not a teen-flick movie fan,however since this has something to do with vampires...I am very very very interested!

*dreaming endlessly*

MaiCafe

With the fact that I have a presentation tomorrow, I stubbornly went out for a snack with some friends.

Picture above: From the view of an ice lemon tea and cheesy chicken.Does that look like a chicken?
Picture above: Munching my roti bakar
(from left;Baez,Afaf,Tariq,me and Farah)

Picture above: Keep on munching!Stress!

(see the book on my left hand side?kononnyer nak bace)

Good luck for myself tomorrow.

Volcano

I'm like a volcano.
All this while did my best to keep my disatisfaction.And suddenly it exploded big time.
I have a new conflict.Which I am not at ease with it.
Since when have I ever settled well with conflict?And of course..not forgetting my ego.

Moral of the day: Stay away from conflicts,because I am not good at handling it.

A Promise Fulfilled

A promise I made to my father..finally fulfilled.I'm glad.Alhamdulillah.

Windy Kuala Perlis

Tariq: Never ending phone calls or sms..perang rumah tangga.
Our dinner.Missing in the picture is our kerang bakar.
(Jenahak masak 3 rasa,sotong goreng tepung,and kailan goreng modified with taufu)

In the midst of war!Controversial picture.Hehe..TTM

Windy and cold night at the pier.Ke aku demam?

She's calling him to go home!

And we had to since he's the driver.

*sob sob*

Have I Sinned?

Bright,sunny,windy day..
Beautiful day actually..
Quiet,calm and not chaotic..
Everything is just going with the flow..
Surrounded by the world's favourite people-NOT!
Getting used to their antics..
Gladly using the time alone..
Not so much of a problem like the old days..
No pressing datelines..
No exams..
Not in trouble..
Only have to study in peace..
Why am I not happy or at ease?
Have I sinned?

Open Letter To Donkey

Many people asked how come we can last up to now?It's not easy right hun?

We've been through so many things.And we always feel like scratching each other's eyeballs out.

I've known you for so long,didn't expect that we would be together and for this long.All the misunderstandings,fights..please remember that I love you even while we were fighting.I know you know that.

Please forgive me for my insensitivity at times,my mood swings,my tantrums,neverending depression...etc.Thank you for loving me,taking care of me and teaching me so many things.Don't stop any of these.Most of all..thank you for being my best friend and being there for me.

I don't know what's the future has in store for us but I thank God for bringing you to me.

I love you so much.

This Week In Photos

~!@$$#@!~~
We the stupid and lazy ones eh?

The insect bite that made me suffer the whole week through!Damn you Charlie!

Future docs

Smart tapi attitude macam taik!ok va?good combination huh?
Syndrome ini banyak.tapi tak ada yg se-severe satu makhluk ciptaan Allah sorang ni.
Rupanya,bayangkan je la evolution ape nak jadi human yang tak lengkap.Pernah tengok gambar daripada teori Encik Charles Darwin?Perhatikanlah wajah ape yg tengah daripada bahagian tepi.Memang serupa.Sorilah kalau mata saya agak rabun.

Entry ini memang khusus untuk saya melepaskan geram.Minta maaf kalau ada bahasa yg tidak berkenan di hati.
Gelaran apa yg patut kita berikan kepada dia dalam entry ini?Betina?Perempuan?Tapi saya rasa yg paling tepat adalah,monyet lah.Sebab bukan saya orang yg pertama memanggil 'beliau' ini.Hehehe.Kasihan parents dia.

Tapi saya tidak akan menceritakan apa yg terjadi.Rahsia la,mana boleh cerita keburukan orang?(mcm betul je saya ni)

Ya Allah,lindungilah kami daripada kejahatan hamba Mu yang satu ini.Bersihkanlah hati kami dan kurniakan ilmu dan tenangkanlah hati kami dalam pembelajaran kami.Banyak2kanlah kesabaran untuk kami dalam menghadapi hamba Mu ini.Jauhilah kami daripadanya.Kami terima dugaan ini.Amin.

Just Give It A Thought

Currently I am in a studying mode for gynae finals on Tuesday..cramping in all at once.I got to know on a short notice that the test will be on Tuesday.I am taking a break at the moment.
Back to business.

Al-fatihah to my distant uncle who passed away this morning to leukemia after 5 years of battle.He finally got his donor for bone marrow transplant which was scheduled this week.But I guess,God never meant for him to have a transplant.Anyway,my mother and I didn't know he had leukemia before this.What a family..
My aunt contacted mum earlier today to inform mum about the funeral.Mum couldn't make it because she was informed about the passing after the burial.Aunt told mum there's no point in coming because females weren't allowed to go to the graveyard.
Huh?!?!?!
Apa benda ni?

I may be an ignorant Malay but according to mum,some place practice this.
Why?What's the reason?Who created this idea?(I'm trying to be polite here)
Why is it that when my father passed away,no one told us about it?Or because that kampung where my father was buried doesn't practice this?Possible.Or because no one berani tegur my uncle?Possible.
Whatever the reason is...I don't understand why people tend to make life complicated.For me,Islam doesn't burden it's people.It's the people themselves who make it so complicated.