Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year

to all..

Take care and drive safely people.

Sad stuffs

Another post mortem today.The deceased is a 43 y/o chinese man.Who committed suicide by setting himself on fire.SAD.

Other than that,the situation in my group is not improving.The never-ending feud between the sick.Which is getting rather disgusting to watch them lie and backstab without realising that themselves are no better than the ones they stabbeb.

Am also SAD to see a good guy wasted to a bitch.I don't know how long they have been together.Just recently made official.

I feel SAD for not feeling motivated.Not driven to work harder.No enthusiasm towards learning and in improving myself.

I feel SAD that my student life is going to be over soon.And I am going to start working and become a responsible adult.Heavy stuffs.

I feel SAD that my dad is not around to see me become a doctor and get my butt kicked as a houseman.

What else am I SAD about?Yes,the fact that I haven't seen rain for such a long time.And that I didn't get a bus ticket this coming Friday night,so I have to go back on Saturday morning instead.(Be grateful nad,at least you got something)

Too much sadness.Enough said.

Ramblings

Currently I am doing my forensic posting.I only go to Alor Star hospital if there's a call for a post-mortem.And sadly so far I only got one case.(seems no one dies in an unnatural way lately)I don't think that case was publicised in the major newspapers,however I saw an article regarding that case in the local "Metro" newspaper(cuma northern parts of Malaysia je yang ada).

The body was found in an old paddy fields.The owner didn't notice anything unusual until the flies increased in numbers and the smell was overwhelming.He initially thought it was a dead animal or something.So when the smell and flies was really bothersome,he went to the site one day with the plan to spray insecticide and bury the dead animal.That DEAD ANIMAL was wrapped up with a towel or something like it.And he discovered it was actually a human body.Called the authorities and they took care of things.

What interests me most was the fella's statement regarding the identity of the dead.He said he THINKS it is a foreigner due to the clothes on the body.I saw the dead body myself.Filled with maggots and all the imaginable and unimaginable ulat there.Memang takde rupa manusia dah.I can't even tell whether the body is Indian,Malay or Chinese!The dead guy wearing a black collared short sleeved shirt and a pair of jeans!Come on!Tell me no Malaysians ever wore such thing??Really ar?Hebat lah,can ID the dead guy by just his clothes!Next time if the police have any unidentified bodies can call this fella up.He can identify them.

I just think it's unfair to simply just point finger to the foreign workers if there's anything to do with brutality.People need to change their mindset.Any human being are capable for such acts when the emotions overcomes the rationality.And all humans deserve respect.Just because some are just different and less priviledged than you,doesn't mean they deserve to be ostracized when things like this happened.

I'm not able to provide pictures,since it's a police case.And I don't think it's wise to bring evidence like that to public view.

Anyway,this is only based on the what the fella thinks.And I blogged according to what I THINK.
Doesn't have to be right.It's just an opinion.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday!

to

My beloved Donkey..

May this year be a prosperous year for you and gives you lots of happiness.

God Bless You

And I Love YOU!!

Reflecting

I did some reflection for the past few days.I think that my life is boring.Not because of what I do,but the way I take and see things.I was always pessimistic most of the time.Maybe people surrounding me played some parts in contributing,but how long can I put the blame on others.I can't continue blaming people around me for being what they are.Whether good or bad.Mostly bad(here I go again..)

I hate some people so much that I myself can't explain.Let's put it to a stop.They are just simply shallow people that don't worth a minute of my time.I should use less energy in being angry to them.Being angry takes a lot of energy.It's tiring and it gives you headache.For example,one of this people likes to flirt with people,being cute in getting things her way.She may be good in what she does.Whether people sees her for the real her,that's up to people.I just simply hate her that whatever she does irritates the hell out of me.Imagine being stuck in the midst of things and that I have to witnessed all the things she did,flirting being cute etc..since I scored badly in my social skills,I should take advantage of this.Just to watch what she's doing (not to copy her of course!)but just follow around to get cases or opportunities.I may not get the best,but at least I can make do or expand with what I got.But try in some other ways to improve on my social skills but minus the acting.

I hate people lying to me as if I'm a retarded 8 year old.To the human concerned,I just wish what she did doesn't backlash to her father who according to her is sick.Now I don't believe that her father is sick.Sad right?
These 2 people I've mentioned are just really sick.So I hope to forgive them both.Talk less to them and do not get involve in everything they do.I am better off alone than having them around.

Lazy Day

One tablet a day,keeps the doctor away!haha.

Only did laundry and washed some sandals.Went out for lunch with a friend.Met up several other people.Had lunch and started 'kutuking' several highly popular people in the 'terkutuk world'.Haha.Came back and nothing much.

Still considering whether to go out for dinner or not.Seems LAZY to walk.Even my mum didn't go out today.Stayed at home and cooked.Which make sense because a house is completed with a kitchen and a refrigerator and my hostel has none of those.Even if we have a kitchen or refrigerator,I'm pretty sure there are ignorant and unhygienic people that will ruined the whole thing.



The sun is smiling up brightly over Kangar today.And the wind is strong.It's actually a beautiful day,with people 'menuai padi'.I forgot to take pictures during lunch.



So shall I take a long walk under the sun on a windy day?

It's Orange Time

Chinese new year is coming and people starts selling oranges.To get into the mood,I myself bought oranges.(Partly because I need fruits as part of my diet).Instead of the normal size oranges,I bought the small oranges.I am sure you know which one.They look cute and baby-ish(is there such word?).It cost me around RM6 for one bag.

Baby oranges.I don't know that they are called.First few was sweet and this one was really sour.
Initially there's more oranges than in this above pic.Of course I already ate some of it.

Poor me,there's only 5 of these oranges that are still good to be eaten.The rest of the oranges are beginning to rot.

5 things at the moment

1) Happy anniversary to me and Donkey!It was yesterday.There wasn't any celebrations.

2) Liars are good friends with liars or backstabbers.That's why they are in a gang.No one wants to be their friends.

3) Watched 'Body Of Lies'.Kinda shocked for the first few minutes in the movie.Thought I choose the wrong movie.But I guess they have their message.One must see it with an open mind.

4) I dislike people who persistently ask me or wanting me to reply to their question verbally when I am swallowing my food.I don't plan to choke on my food you know.So be patient and use your eyes to see.

5) I'm currently doing 2 postings at once.Forensic+Ortho.

Conversations In The Head

I just got back from my 2nd dinner.Both which I had rice.Great!How am I supposed to bring my weight down to look good in my kebaya for convo?I already have the top which I hope the buttons won't come out when I wear it.Huhu..Just imagine the situation.

Just itching to post my silent statements:

1) Ada masanya,orang yang cakap besar dan busuk akan jatuh jugak..hanya Allah je yang tau bila.

2) Can't expect people to label you,the way you label yourself.Who the hell do you think you are?

3) I'd like to stay out of your problems.Do me a favor,don't drag me along into your stupid games.I don't 'think' the way you do.

Things I want to say to certain people. :)

May You All Rest In Peace

Terrifying pictures haunted me.The pictures of Palestinian children in their 'kain kapan'.So young to leave this world.Still innocent.They never harm the Israelis,what did they do that they deserve to be killed?I wonder what's it like if it were to be the Israelis children..

It's so ridiculous to see two sides at war,one side with a machine-gun and the other side were only using stones.

End Of The Year Pics

I need oxygen y'all(Anaest posting)
Angry makcik on the way to kenduri.(Baju kurung matches the bedsheet-la,can go back to sleep)

Yup,that's right.Christmas at KLCC,dapat separuh pokok not the top pun jadila.Thanks to the 'amateur' photograhper. :p