Someone I Know

I wouldn't call her my friend,frankly speaking.She's someone I know.Period.I knew her few years back.She's my senior.The thing is,all this while for those who's close to me,they know that I am very particular about people.I practically don't like anyone at all.But I do my best to tolerate and be nice.I know that they are humans and no one is perfect,including me for being so picky and cold most of the times.Imperfection is tolerable but her imperfections is so intolerable.You know what I mean?Meaning that it has gone beyond my ability to be able to tolerate.Shockingly,I am not the only one.So the defect is not in me.Not my fault.I honestly think that I've done my best.To be patient,not to utter any sarcasm that is usually my nature.I have grown in some ways.I have learnt to be silent and ignorant.Imagine the nicest and softest of all people in my hostel also can't stand her.Something is wrong.WITH HER.

What she's like?First and foremost,she's a know-it-all.If she's smart and a know-it-all,we can't blame her.She's a know-it-all and also not smart.Let's be nice and exclude all the bad words that can describe her.And she always think she's right and it's her duty to correct everyone.And everyone must listen and agree with her.A big headed person that can't stand if someone is right about something when she is wrong.Can't stand it if doesn't know about something.If that is applied academically,it's good.But it's for the wrong cause.For me,if there's a person like this in the past,I'd probably go to war against her.Currently,I learnt to shut up.

Once,she corrected me about some terminology that the local used for some disease.I am a local.I should know better than her.(She's a foreigner).Even if I am wrong,out of courtesy,she should just shut up and keep her opinions to herself.At that time I was down with the disease itself.I was terribly sick and not in the mood to fight and I just gave her a blank look.I think that was one time that she understands that I want her out of my face.

There was so many times she did the same things over and over again.It seems like she didn't realise why people ran away from her.She thinks we are the pathological ones.While the one with the psychiatric problem is her.Another incident was,she told me that I can't consider myself that I have one illness just because I didn't do one of the diagnostic investigation.A specialist told me I have it,and the examination is invasive,and the specialist decided for me to try the medication and if I response to that medication,meaning I have that illness.And I responded to that medication.So I have the illness,without going through the invasive examination.Honestly,no patients would want any invasive examination.And she haven't graduated as a doctor yet.I wonder how is it like when she's a doctor.Beware people!

A friend from her group told me.That she doesn't like to be laugh at if she did mistakes when presenting a case.Got temperamental when corrected too.Maybe she felt she's the smartest one and no one should laugh at her.There's many other things.I could go on and on.

I pray that she realised what she did to us.What made us all ran away like tonight.Oh yeah,she always wanted to go for dinner with us.When she called tonight,I refused to answer.Just not in the mood for her to be around.So I went for dinner with other people,when we reached the hostel main door,the hostel van arrived.She stepped down from the van and all of us ran like mad up the stairs.And God,it was truly obvious.That we are running away from her.Right now,at her yahoo mesenger status,she stated that the world is a liar.Hehe.Obviously she knows,we ran away from her and that we don't want her around.

I hope she realised.Without having us to tell her.If we tell her,definately she won't be able to accept it.If she realises,in time,there'll be no more damage done.