Me As A Mum??

I want to become a mother in the future.Insya Allah.So,this is the quiz according to tickle,my supermom strength!

You've got the power of Close Connection
You're a smart, social person who probably likes to have deep conversations, read books and magazines, and have a little think time to yourself. That's why we're not surprised that when it comes to motherhood, your super strength lies in your ability to connect with your kids.Whether you're listening to them talk about their favorite music, sharing funny memories from the past with them, or mapping out your next family adventure together, you're a mega-involved mama who really likes to know everything that's going on in your children's lives. After all, if they keep you up-to-date on the small stuff, they're probably more likely to open up when they need help with the bigger decisions in their future, too, right? Not only that, but you know that by teaching them to be articulate and engaged conversationalists, you're giving them good social skills that will pay off for the rest of their lives. Nice work!

P.S:I'd like to have 2 kids!

*sigh* 2

I was on the phone with my mother a while ago.She updated me with my father's progresses.More on the dramas in the MAKNA ward.It actually took 30mins for a nurse to attend to the patient after the patient buzzed them...WOW!Any patient with respiratory distress would have said bye- bye to the world already.Maybe they think my father does not have any respiratory or emergency problem,they can take all the sweet time they want?Perhaps.We can never get a true answer reagarding this matters.Maybe they think because my father passed motion and called them to clean him up and they are very reluctant to do so..so they take their own sweet time?God knows.

The pitiful part of this whole thing is that my father realised that the nurses have started to boycott him.Is that possible?It's always possible among the non-dedicated nurses.Who prioritise their feelings compared to their duty to the patients.So whenever the nurses passed his room,he smiled at them,maybe to soften their hearts.So they can be in good terms again.Well,it's not working.I guess the nurses really keep serious grudges.Sad.So my mother asked the matron,what is wrong with the nurses??Guess what the matron answered?->All the nurses 'segan' want to enter my father's room because he's a doctor and they are afraid of making mistakes?Hohoho..new stuff that I heard today.Lying?Possible..

It's such a depressing ward.Another patient,very young in his thirties passed away earlier today,mom said.Brain tumour.Left behind his young children.

Don't worry,I don't have anything against nurses.Only those who don't do their work well.Also to doctors who's very smart,but don't have a good PR.

*sigh*

It's almost 3 weeks that my father has been admitted to the hospital.With 2 maids that we hire to take care of my father ran away,and now he's alone in the hospital.With a bunch screwed up nurses.I have been a witness myself, seeing how the nurses in HUKM works.Very sad.My father was admitted last year to HUKM also.I personally thought maybe it only happens to this particular ward and maybe in some other wards the nurses are probably good and caring.Unfortunately this time in the HUKM-MAKNA ward,it happened again.

When I took care of dad few weeks back in the ward,he complaint that he have a problem urinating.It's the nerve that irritates the bladder.So even when the bladder is empty,the nerve still gives him the feeling that he wants to pee.And he has a lot of sediments that kept blocking his catheter.So at 3am in the morning,the problem arise.I woke up the nurse.Telling her the problem.She also kinda blur.She tried various things but it's not working.Maybe it's time to call the doctor-on-call(or he's probably sleeping and don't want to be bothered with any patient?then what's the point of being oncall?).She didn't inform the doc.And no doc came.Around 4am,it happened again.By this time she's already tired to do anything.It took her such a long time to come to attend to my father,while I'm the one who repositioned my father and adjust the urine bag.And my father told her,it's not his daughter's job to do all this work,since she's sort of trying to get her hands off things.

Well in the morning,I'm not sure if there's any docs that did the ward round.Imagine,the ward was left to the MO's to be in charge and the specialist,we rarely saw him.Once in awhile only he 'timbul'.

Now that my mother has to work.She can't take care of dad anymore,so they hire a 2nd maid to help with dad.Ran away yesterday because the nurses asked her to clean dad up and change his pampers.While my father insisted that he only wanted the nurses to do the job.Because they are trained to do so.Not this maid.How come the nurses can get angry when the maid doesn't want to do their job?And the patient is also requesting the pro's to do their job?So,if we were to leave my father alone without a maid,we can guarantee that he'll get infections because they change the pampers only once in a week(that is if they ever change it) and probably because no one bathed him?Wow!
I think this only happens in HUKM.As far as I saw other government hospitals,it's not as bad as this.Then the message from the director general of the health ministry is really not working.Which is to treat the patient's the same way that we want our family member to be treated?Or they think that only implies to doctors?The same goes to doctors nowadays.I think the value and status of this profession is going into the drain with more people like this working.

Sleep-NOT

The books said if someone has sleeping problem,they are most likely to have some psychiatric problem.MOST LIKELY.I do have a problem with frequent awakening in the middle of the night.Since it has become a habit and does not effect my daily function,it is considered normal.Currently I'm unable to sleep.It rained for a bit today.And all the insects gather at the lights in the room.A real nuisance.I have no idea where it came from.Windows were not opened.The space under the door perhaps?The other thing that is another nuisance,since I can't sleep,I thought of watching a movie online.However the great net kept disconnecting itself.

Tonight,we went out for dinner a bit late and later went to pasar malam.Some friends need to find plastic baskets for dirty clothes at a cheaper price.Roads kinda wet.Kinda gross.Since this 2 friends of mine are pretty,the guys took opportunity to follow them around.Smiling and trying to get their attention.That was still ok.Another group of guys,trying to get their attention by rudely asking this people not to block the path.I find it funny,how guys trying to get girls attention.Kinda cheap and lame.

I was surfing through some friend's friendster a while ago.Saw some friends already graduating from med school.From overseas.A funny feeling arise inside of me..

Schizophrenia+MDD

The difference with today is that today is the finals for the psychiatry posting.Since there's so many things going on in my head,all jumbled up..I didn't think I do well.Could have done better.But my head is just isn't there and I lost my determination.I was just so full of dread these days.

However,I'm going back to KL again tomorrow.Not looking forward to it.I wonder why..

HUKM

My father was admitted to HUKM on Wednesday.Before that he was already admitted in Damansara Specialist.To corrrect his kidney problems.However since the oncologist in the hospital quit without prior warning,that forced us to find other oncologist.So a family's friend suggested we go to HUKM.
I went to class halfway last Wednesday and spent the rest of the day on the bus to KL.Luckily no problems with the security guards when I wanted to enter the hospital.Because visiting hours are long gone.
The next day after helping mom with some chores at home,I came to the hospital.I had lunch,I am not keen in having rice so I choose spaghetti.Unfortunately,it is already rotten.

It costs me RM6.80 for a bowl.
And I didn't get to eat it.
I know I should have returned it and claimed my money back or so on..but I just think,it's not worth my stress in HUKM.So,I went and buy Nasi Ayam.The Nasi Ayam was not that nice,frankly speaking.The soup(in the pic) tasted funny.Or was it all just in my head?Some psychiatric problem?

When I wanted to get a drink,no one was at the counter,so I circled the counter and found this "kakak"(pic;in white).So I asked her,can she help me to get the drink.She was very rude and temperamental.Telling me to go and asked the person at the drink counter.I told her no one was there and she ignored me.Guess what she was busy doing at the time?She was busy playing with her mobile phone.Wow!
The picture made the canteen looks nice doesn't it?Well,in truth it does not look that nice at all.

The next day,when I wanted to get a cab to the Bandar Tun Razak LRT station,3 cabs turned me down,even when I already waiting nicely in the line.First fella,said he wanted to go KL.2nd driver said 'he tak lalu situ' and the last one mumbled something and just went off.
Very friendly people! :P

Transnasional

I have a problem with the Transnasional drivers who made the short journeys,back and forth Butterworth-Alor Star-Kangar.Especially with one of them that I still can remember his face up to now.Even saw him in Kangar once.

However I'm a frequent traveller with Transnasional,the journey to KL.And I'm thankful for them.For making me arrived safely home and in Kangar.They are much nicer people compared to the ones who drove for the Butterworth route.Thank you to all the drivers who drove me home and to Kangar.

Here's some pics that I've took while I have nothing much to do on the bus.

I'm not sure where is this

A stop in Sg.Perak at 2am in the morning

The day I recovered after a severe diarrhea and got 2 seats for myself.Yipee!

Election Day

Election day is on the 8th of March.I haven't registered to vote.I know it's late nor I have the urge to register.Some would say that I'm not doing my duty as a citizen in Malaysia.They are most probably true.I'm simply uninterested.

The way I see it,I'm going to spend the day lazing in my room and trying to study.Later I'd hunt for the nearest available TV so that I can get to know the results.Hehe.If I were to vote,I don't know who I'd vote.Because I don't agree with any of the political parties that are available.
Everyone is trying to kill each other,telling stories,spreading rumors,throwing accusations..I have no idea that election can make people lose their moral values...Amazing!

Sorry to say,even the govt itself is not showing a good example.Exploiting the media for their own good and not providing a fair fight for the oppositions.Conquering all the TV,newspapers,banners along the road which sometimes a nuisance because they obstruct the view.While the oppositions are being oppressed,sometimes doing foolish things like throwing accusations that sometimes don't make sense.And the govt belittling other parties.

Sad,really.To know that the election can make one absolutely forget their moral values.It's really not interesting.Malaysian politics.

So,vote for....??